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and so i cried. lols. joke.

anyways, the first screw up - boyfriend called me at 4pm instead of 6pm to tell me he's finished lessons. wtf! oi i told the rest to go into swensen's at 6.15pm and we'll reach at 6.30pm so that you can go in then see them and go "huh, wtf!". so after receiving his shocking call, i called the rest and told them to not call me after that cos boyfriend will be with me. goodness. all freaked out.

then next, boyfriend told me he wants to eat at chompchomp. LOL. i can fucking kill myself. i reserved tables at swensen's and told everyone to go there already. that is minor. so i just came up with a stupid reason to make him go to PS - we have a movie at PS at 7.20pm. so just right. tell him to leave my house at 6pm. make our way down reach there at 6.30pm. go for dinner then 7.20pm we can go for our imaginary movie!

jamie woke up late. she cannot reach there by 6.15pm so i had to wait for her cab to past AMK before leaving my house. boyfriend waited till he fell asleep. i had trouble waking him up (always) and we were late. everyone's reached PS already. then i had to pretend to ask him where he feel like going even though i already have some place in mind. made me feel like a goat. no reason.

i forced him to go to PS giving the movie as a reason. told him i've booked the tix so he have no choice. and there's my next problem - how to get him to swensen's? he doesn't like to eat at swensen's. and wad's worse it was his bday i gotta ask him what he feel like eating. but anyway i just pretended to make my way toward swensen's then stop outside and ask him to eat there. wahahas! almost there!

he had automatically told the usher a table for two. we walked in and i was holding back my laughters. i was imagining his shocked face. but anyway after he saw his friends he wasn't really shocked. he tot it was just coincidental then he wanted to walk to another table to sit down until i told him he's going to the wrong table and brought him to his seat. i guess he was too surprised to speak. he didn't expect me to contact his initial-d friends whom we never hang out with. so on the dining table were 7 of his initial-D friends, and clara, jamie, gek and 2 of her friends.

boyfriend was so famous for the day that even the waiters, waitresses and manager know his name.

clara was beside me, urging me to take out my present for boyfriend. i was kanchiong la! i have been worrying that he wouldn't like the gift. it's not up to his expectations, i'm afraid. very scary. but anyway, i took out a PohHeng box and handed it to boyfriend, at the same time telling him "honey, i know that for you to have a happy birthday is to see me be happy. so i am giving this present to u so u will be very happy!", then i smugly wriggled. at that very moment he looked excited, but after he opened it, expressions turned gravely. he looked at me (and i know he was very upset) and told me "this is not for me!". LOL SO FUNNY. i allowed him to be absorbed in that kinda disappointment for a minute before fishing out a GoldHeart box from my bag. "if u don't like that, maybe you won't like this too". he reluctantly opened the box then gave this super boyish yet contented grin. but disappointment came to me instead that he did not wear the ring immediately. but i'll just forgive him cos maybe he didn't know how to react.

then we ate. food. hungry la. i tahaned for so many hours. after eating, i had plans coming up so i dragged clara and jamie outta swensen's. we went to the ladies and came back. i bought a cake. that cake was actually meant for valentine's but it was damn cute so who cares. jamie had wanted to bring it over but i tot it would be better for the staff to do it so we went back to our seat. moments later the cake came with all the staff carrying musical instruments and stuff. and you know what? it was so loud but i didn't have the chance to take a video of it. sad. boyfriend was ecstatic but at the same time embarrassed. of cos, everyone was singing so loudly and looking at him.

everyone had a mouth of the cake. boyfriend and jamie were feeding everyone. lols. after that i received news that zhong & co. are not coming already. they were so confirmed but they couldn't make it last minute. screw up. hais. nevermind, they had their reasons. clara told them i was very disappointed then they agreed to come. lols. cute. very.

i was desperately trying to stall for time in fear that boyfriend might decide to go off any moment. i was glad that they decided to go to the arcade but it didn't help much. boyfriend wanted to catch a movie but we really couldn't. zhong & co. were on their way. i felt stupid. i had to give stupid excuses for not watching a movie, and also twist and turn in front of the GV showtimes panel acting like i am so damn interested in their movies advertisement. finally boyfriend dragged me away from it.

boyfriend told 3 of his friends he'll send them home. screwy. i'm dead. i totally lost it. so i went to the toilet again. i called clara the moment i got in the toilet and expressed how lost i was. i was glad all of his 3 friends are males so they cannot get in. i was pacing and panicking. then i decided it was time to get out and face it. you won't know how fucking relieved i was when i saw zhong & co. then i saw boyfriend's surprised face and he immediately looked (giving me the expression 'i know it's you') at me who was then already laughing.

3 of boyfriend's friends made their way home. then we went to cafe cartel. boyfriend was still so shocked he ordered a beer. for some crappy reason. the rest had their dinner. talked a little and left for home.

special thanks to each and every creep who made it possible. more than thanks to be exact. -

attendees: boyfriend's 7 initial-D friends, especially SJ for helping me inform the rest. clara. jamie. gekcheng & friends. zhong. yuanhong. sebastian. lorraine. abel. clarine.

others: yongyong & jamie for accompanying me walk through orchard get the present. bubu and clara for always assuring me that everything was okay whenever i start freaking out.

especially boyfriend - the reason to everything that happened.

what's next?

valentine's day. fuck.

is it too late?
- 12:45:00 AM